you made room for me
but its too soon to see
if im happy in your hands
im unusually hard to hold on to

wow. wowwwwwwww. wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

there is so much in me that wants out. OUT. out. OUT. out. OUT

so much.

too much.

mostly feelings. thoughts.

they want out.

i think i want them out.

yes. no. w/e. i can't.

this is as far as i will go.

are great. thank u, come again.

i've been so mixed up lately.

and the answer- *shrug. no se.

...i hate to wake u up to say goodbye.

so i guess it's my turn to say i'll see u later. beginning tomorrow i will be in a new environment away from my comforts- my home, my room,my car, my friends, my family. but for some reason, i know i'll be okay..possibly even more than okay. yes, i will definitely miss all of those things that provide comfort ( Read more... )

I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!

It takes one person to forgive, it takes two people to be reunited.
Lewis B. Smedes

1 hour til' we head for LAX.
5 hours til' our flight.

13 days in France and Italy.
i must live it up during ALL those days.

arrive there w/ no expecations.
experience everything w/ no complaints.
leave w/ no regrets.

please pray that my family and i have a safe departure, arrival, and return.

You peeled back the layers ( Read more... )

my debut was just fantabulous. i loved every moment of it. i loved flinging bras in the air. i love my family. i love my friends. i love him. i love MY COURT! i love dancing. i love lapdances. i love spooning.

thank you thank you thank you to everyone for making last night such a memorable night!