I can't imagine anything being better than that feeling ( Read more... )

Full blown anxiety attack.
Feels like a god damn heart attack.

I miss all of the things that used to make me smile.

Can I just apologize to every single person all at once? Can I make everyone not see me as an annoying asshole? Because I promise I'm not a bad person, I'm just sarcastic and kind of honest about things. And a little broken in places, but I've glued it together, it's just not always perfect or smooth or even ( Read more... )

There's certain things that I know could happen if I just let them. I know there are certain things that I could do to put things in place, but I wouldn't be happy with them. I'd feel like I'm compromising myself and what I want. It would feel like giving up ( Read more... )

That question? The one I can't seem to answer? It's because I don't know why. I think everyone else would be able to tell me why, but not me ( Read more... )

I want to have the  motivation to make that huge change in myself that makes me feel better and look better and to be healthy ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm forgetting everything. It's almost as if my brain keeps stumbling and things are so blurry. I've been forgetting things, and then there's the headaches, dizziness, and the pain. I can't keep everything straight. Or maybe it's just this immense fear of graduating and not being able to do what they've been teaching me to do for the ( Read more... )

Fat girls aren't real people.

Are you fucking kidding me?
I'm stuck between being livid and crying.

I hate waking up every morning and leaving my warm, comfy bed.

It's safe there.

So maybe I really am that awkward. I really don't know. I wish there was someone that I could meet and just, be comfortable with and not worry about embarrassing myself ( Read more... )