but i can only see it going further, and my getting hurt more. THIS, and nothing else, is why i despise women most of the time. also the friend and i are going to have a little talk sometime in the future, however i think ill let some time pass. as for the other friend, well shes got to come back here some time. as to what im going to say to her ( Read more... )

sooo today is gorgeous! i woke up with the BEST MOOD ive had in a year. hands down, a beautiful day. i was up at like 7 am, and i was smiling! me! at 7 am, up and smiling! ive been a social butterfly all day long, and having the worst ooh shiny moments ever, but its because im in such a good mood, and i have soo much energy! yaaay! also as a random ( Read more... )

so i hadnt updated in a while i noticed, and i decided what a better way to commemorate my gigantic art project being fucking kickass than a post of DOOM! i know, youre thinking "what art project?" well to answer that, its none other than a gigantic tray of nachos! seriously, its about 2 and a half feet tall, about 7 feet by 5 feet, and has ( Read more... )

so, i called laura last night and told her to get some things since we werent talking and shit, and then i decided to just be like "so look, were both being whiny childish asses, lets just forget this shit, i mean, you hurt me, i hurt you. both may or may not have been equal. but thats not the point, the point is that i miss laura as a friend, and ( Read more... )

well today, as the title states, sucked. beginning at 6 am i sliced the shit out of my finger with a sawzall, and its bad enough that i should have gone to get stitches, but the problem is that theres no skin to sew together, so it would be pointless. it doesnt hurt as bad as i thought it would, but it still is uncomfortable at best. then lets see ( Read more... )

well apparently doesnt know that this is just a place for me to rant. well thats good. apparently someone by the im name of femynysthyppye has created a screen name based directly upon my previous post. i feel so loved. what i really like is how this person decided to comment, as i am not in their friends group, and probably not even in their ( Read more... )

so i was talking to laura tonight, and it was about maybe meeting her bf, which hates me since i did some dumb shit with her a while back. nothing big, just. it happened, and we moved along. well anyway, i saw her bf, and i dont think hes all that attractive, but its ok, im not dating him. well anyway, she asked me what i thought of him, i ( Read more... )

is it that hard to BAG YOUR FUCKING FIRE ALARMS? i mean, its not that hard, takes about 3 minutes and since they are hippies, or college students in general, they should have duct tape. i have mine done, and i have NEVER set off the fire alarm. im not against smoking of legal or illegal substances in the buildings, in fact i have no problem with ( Read more... )

so i went to talk to terry jackson (financial aid adjuster here) and i asked why i didnt get the 2500 dollar scholarship, and she said its ok and that shes had something on the backburner that she didnt tell me about, which was the ability to get me grant aid in the form of 1300 dollars for the 2 terms, which is about 650 a term, quite fucking ( Read more... )

well i just got done lookin at the money i should have, assuming that we get the 50 cent illinois raise at BOTH of my jobs, i should have just about 700 or so to use for school and art supplies. sounds doable. if i pinch my pennies (which sucks, but ive been poor all my life, i think i know how to) i could possibly even buy a miter chop saw, but i ( Read more... )