so, all in all, ive not kept in contact with about 5 of my closest friends, or at one point closer friends, and i havent talked to frank in forever, and he calls me out of the blue and says " hey man, i got this weekend off, so you should call me so we can talk, chill, maybe trade back our cds. alright ill talk to you later" it made me sad, because ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in what seems like forever, but i have some things to note. first off, this terms killin me. i have a physics class, and although im not dumb, ill admit im very dumb in this form of thought, i couldnt do chem, and i cant really do physics, although im doing much better. i at least understand some things about physics, and im ( Read more... )

so, i havent updated in what seems like forever, so i think i should be getting back into the swing of things. well lets see.yesterday i walked in my graduation ceremony from knox. it feels like i shouldnt have been there though, since i have to come back in 3 months to finish off, like tyler said, i also feel like a fraud.he and i are in the same ( Read more... )

how can i care about someone so much, and yet they treat me like shit, talk shit to and about me to others when were hanging out, and just generally is a bitch to me, and yet i cant get enough of her? i really wish i knew what my attraction was to her, but i really no longer care. last night was interesting to say the least. and i knew what the ( Read more... )

so lets see.. hmm well i am learning to weld. its awesome and i have wanted to for about 10 years learn to weld, so i am quite happy with it. ive also found that its hard to actually TRY to get into the campus safety log and make it. i didnt, even after me and 2 other unnamed others- well call them bravo and omega-decided to wander about campus ( Read more... )

no wait, it gets better. not only did i get up in a time that could be looked at without the shadow of a doubt to be a morning time, and not be construed as possibly a "late morning, early afternoon, or 'today'" i actually read a book. yes, i read a book, and it was refreshing. then, to top things off, i went to breakfast. and then i went to the ( Read more... )

so i was just reading my entries for the last oh lets say 3 months, and i have a really fucked up chemical imbalance it seems. i just may be manic-depressive. fuck. oh well. shit doth happen.

so its official- i no longer smoke pot. i gave tess my hitter and my little cansiter, since she said she wanted one. i smoked all my pot at once with tess last night, and i am no longer buying another bag. it was good, i decided that i wanted to do all the things i loved all at once. i smoked a lot of pot, then i went on a munchie run, and then ( Read more... )

thats right. ive decided to quit. what you ask? well theres a lot of things im quitting starting next term i think. list starts now ( Read more... )

so i was right. i hate, FUCKING HATE being the nice guy. i swallowed my pride, and smiled through the adversity, and then got bent over a table theoretically speaking. god damn it. i really want to know what i did that warrants the heartache. i dont fucking care what anyone says, nice guys finish last. thing is, i wanted to kiss her last night ( Read more... )