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so were on break till tuesday then we gotta go back for classes wednesday. jaret thinks im in love with jill... grrrreat. im honestly not lesbian, like if a chik wants to do stuff then ok but im not into girls. oh well... i had sooo much fun tonight at work. i love robb, will, will and sean!! i miss them so much and i miss how we all flirted all ( Read more... )

why wont anyone take responsibility for this?! he says i turned it around and made him out to be the bad guy. ok so what he did wasnt terrible but it hurt. and what i did wasnt that bad either but obv enough to hurt him. were not as different as hed like to think... i said pretty much the same thing thats in his away message right now. he thinks i ( Read more... )

i feel like everything bad that happens is my fault. and that i cant seem to do anything right. like the harder i try the worse i make things, so why try anymore? im on the verge of giving up, but for some reason i think there is hope, for what..? im not sure. but i dont wanna give up yet. i dunno. just everything is making me sad. im so depressed ( Read more... )

so its like a cycle and it wont end. i have to make this stop. i cant keep this shit up or im gonna be hurtin forever. he keeps tellin me its over, then i appologize and everythings cool. last night was bad and i thought it was really over so i accepted it. then he thought about it and appologized. i refuse to appologize for something i didnt do. ( Read more... )

so im just gonna go with the flow and wait for him. whatever he wants to do about this is what i'll be cool with. i dunno what else to do. i did nothing wrong. i have no reason to appologize. im pmsing and i wanna die. hmmm today is not a good day. im gonna "beat bitches up" if someone complains about what i write in my journal. its for me and my ( Read more... )

so i started thinking of dave today. but not dave now but how he used to be. all skater and stuff and kinda cute. now that hes ghetto hes gotten kinda ugly. there was a time when he was just random, cute and kinda quiet. now hes loud, obnoxious, ghetto and not so cute anymore. him and alex should be happy together. but i guess he doesnt want her, ( Read more... )