happy
thanksgiving
i had an amazing night

im at the library
its fun

the guy im seeing is amazing.
all the bad disappears when im with him
:)

errbody knows its aint trickin if you got it

its hard to think of things to write about when everything seems to be going so well
im excited about christmas
i want to put my tree up now

im lookin for a job. i cant wait to work i hate being poor.
one day im ( Read more... )

oh...i was wrong
some stuff whore thats no longer in the picture sent that to me
not him.
i feel better :)

i flushed my phone down the toilet at the good folk fest today
it succkkked.
the flushing not the fest
but i got a new one thats awesome

keira has movevd into her new apt
yay this is exciting news now i have a place to linger
loitering

i miss journaling
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i just remembered livejournal today
idk what happened

im doing well
im sober
not just at the moment either lol
sarah brock and keira lane are my besties and i couldnt handle myself without them
lifes alright

ive used men to fufill me for long time. i havent been happy with myself and needed their affirmations to feel complete. with my sobriety i see more ( Read more... )

not much to say.

feelin really left outta shit lately..
but there arent many ppl worth it nowadays
so im not worried about it for now.

still siccckk.

fin.

I dated patrick halter...then matt marks...and then, after that went to hell, i ended up hangin out w.patrick again. through out this whole time Drew Stocksdale was always there. friends w.both of them, i saw him almost everyday. and no matter what went down, or how the boys treated me, or when matt spontaniously went asshole and humilated me.... ( Read more... )

so my hair is pretty long. so i stopped the side swipe part thing. man, its amazing how i feel at least 10% more like myself just doin that. haha ( Read more... )

We gonna light the weed, tap the keg,shoot the shit now lets begin ( Read more... )

what ( Read more... )

tonite i felt the best i have ever felt in my entire life.

the best nite of my entire existence thus far.

micah..waterfront park...janis joplin and eric clapton....everything being more perfect than anything anywhere has ever felt..

im gonna marry this man one day. ur doubts mean shit.

sarah brock is the awesomest. fin of story.

♥♥