i LOVE older men. This is not just some weird fetish either. My first week at school has allowed me to meet people from all over. smart, not smart, cool, weird, chill, etc. From the beginning, I found something familiar in a guy I met my first night in Chicago. Mac and I hung out quite a bit for a few days, until one night at a party, he was too ( Read more... )

i miss you. i'm missing something in my life. and that's you. the problem is, i can't talk to you. and that's because it would never be the same, and it can't be. although i miss you, i know that if i talked to you, i'd get mad at you. or sad. and then i would regret talking to you. and i also have to make a point. you're not allowed to take ( Read more... )

i would hope that these few days away from me have made you realize what you gave up. if not that, maybe the fact that it's over forever, and you'll never again have with anyone the greatness you had with me. you deserve it all and hopefully it was worth it. ass.

how could you do this to me? I'm crushed. You've broken my heart completely. I put so much time into you. All those letters, e-mails, phone calls. The numerous times I've thought about you instead of the people around me. The numerous opportunities I haven't taken advantage of because I cared about you instead. And then you forget about me. You ( Read more... )

its that time of year again. enough said.

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THE IRONY

"The feelings aren't there anymore. But I miss it all. I miss the comfort. I miss the excitement. I miss the desserts. I miss the PB & C & M. But not because it's you. Because I miss feeling okay with who I was. I miss feeling powerful for having you in my hands. I miss the sweat. I miss the leather. I miss the sounds. But definitely not because of ( Read more... )

lovely halloween... yes it was.


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remember that time i created a blacklist and you were the only person on it? congratulations and i hate you!

I've been spending hours/days trying to mold Marjorie into who I think she is. Marjorie, for those who are not informed, is the character I play in the "Musical Comedy Murders of 1940." She wears mink, drinks martinis, and makes up words. -divoon being a great example.

In any case, this whole characterization process is sort of a bitch. I have to ( Read more... )