Have you ever had a panic attack?

They are awful. I know they can vary.

When I have mine, my chest closes, so does my mind.

I feel as if I cannot grasp anything physical or mental. My reality is a blur and my physical state is imaginary in my head. I can't breathe. my chest tightness. my breathing quickens. my head Is hazy and halted. I don't ( Read more... )

So, this is going to sound dumb.

but I am pissed. angry raging feelings...mad.

I wanted a dog.

It sounds dumb to type it. This dog though. He hugged me. He hugged away years of hurt. I knew he was mine right away. but...

there's always a but to good things...

I have...we have... a mean dog. no one in my family(all but me) wants another dog. They ( Read more... )

At 38 I have realized that, I never changed, I never grew. I read back through my old posts-loving then hating everything. I guess that's who I have always been; who I will always be. I've tried to be different, trust me, I have.

But really...who is Lori Jean if she isn't both the worst and the best of me? I love passionately, I hate deeply. But ( Read more... )

So, I am happier than EVER ( Read more... )

Just thought I would let people know I am as happy as any one person can be!!!

January ( Read more... )

The REAL Christmas ( Read more... )

RSVP ASAP if you are attending the Sat Dec 10th Christmas party ( Read more... )

If you pray-pray for my mother.

If you wish upon stars-make a wish for my mother.

Whatever you do, hoping, dreaming, wishing, praying...please do so...for my mother.

~*~Lori Jean~*~

Two Names You Go By ( Read more... )