I havnt posted to this hong in over 4 years! Kinda forgot about it. Chris and I are still married! We have welcome 2 handsome sons  into my life the last 2 years named Dylan and Lee! Chris and I are in a very rocky part of our marriage right now but are tryin to fix it. Still a stay at home mom but have a home business called Itworks! It's going ok ( Read more... )

I totally thought i could deal with chris being out to sea honestly i did, but at this point in time i dont think i can do it.  It's been so hard these past 2 weeks i've been here... i sit at home alone still looking for a job and takeing care of angie. maybe i wasnt ready to be a mom and or ment to be one right now. Its so hard to go job hunting ( Read more... )

I have about 15 days untill i leave for Cali and im not ready. Like im not really packed at all excpt for my suit case and im slowly starting on Angelas.Im ready to mve but i just hate the packing part if you know what i mean. I Miss You All from back home. i'll write more later.

Well as all you may kno almost 11 months ago now i was pregnant with my daughter. I ended up leaveing her father cause i found out he lied to me the whole time we were together. I had gotten back together with Chris the guy i was dating before i dated Nick and it was sthe best decision of my life. I had my daughter May 13th and about 3 weeks later ( Read more... )

IM GETTING MARRIED THURSDAY AT 3:30 AT THE COURT HOUSE HERE N KS 

wow i knew i havent written in a while but i didnt think it was almost a month.  well heres an update.

Baby and i are doing good. im due anyday now and im so excited. Im dateing an old boyfriend of mine and hes steping in as father to angela. i cant wait to see both of them. 

I CANT FREAKN WAIT 20 MORE DAYS TO FIND OUT WHAT IME HAVING.... as of right now baby and i are doing really good. currently as im tryping this baby has hickups and it feels sooooooooooo weird, i think id rather have the baby kick lol ( Read more... )

Im moving to my moms house so i can get proper medical care for the babys... Nick and I are still together and we made this choice for the kids. i'll give u all more updats later

theres no fuckn food in this house and all i have it like 3 bucks... thats doesnt get me much around here. im tired of taking nicks money, he needs it more then i do but then again i need food a lil more then he does.. im tired of eating ceral all the dam time and those roman noodles. im still trying to figure out weither it was a good choice to ( Read more... )

OK SO I WROTE A LETTER TO SAM AND MIKE TODAY AFTER TALKING TO JENNY AND FINDING OUT SOME INFOR SO HERES THE LETTER

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR SO FUCKING STUPID IF U THINK YOU AND MIKE(SAM) CAN BREAK UP THE SUGERLAND CIRCLE THAT UR NOT EVEN A PART OF. YOUR JUST OUTA YOUR OWN DAM MIND. AND IF U LAY ONE FUCKING HAND ON MY FRIENDS BELEAVE ME I'LL FIND OUT ( Read more... )