50 c's for every time i open the r.

oh please give me the strength to get through the rest of this day as planned.
cannnnnot mess it up

it really sucks being the one left at home ( Read more... )

So it's not confirmed or anything, but I think I broke my knee ( Read more... )

My days are coming to an end ( Read more... )

i feel gross.
look gross.
nasty.

people don't know what they do.

i feel like i should have hugged him tighter. kissed him harder. and scratched his ear one last time. just to preserve MY memory of him. I remember how soft he was. I remember the way his whole body would worm around when i would scratch him by his tail. I remember his big puppy eyes when he thought i was mad. or sad. I remember it all PERFECTLY. ( Read more... )

I'm mourning you, Baby Bear ( Read more... )

break is over
and i'm debating what to do
i don't think i want to stay

i was reading old entries.
before i got here, i was so angry at the possibility of not being able to come.
now that i'm here, i'm angry at the possibility that i might be stuck here.
it's beautiful
but difficult
i'm not made for UCs

i could be happier. but i am happy.
shitty

you're selfish
i wish you'd learn a little more about yourself
and learn how to care.

how could one person be so null?