if i could poison myself right now
i would.

i feel like less of a person
i hate being friends with someone
who doesn't care to be friends with me
who likes my friends more
who managed to bond with them
to take the time

i wish i knew what i did wrong
or what i could do to be right.
some of the right people like me.
most of them don't.

or maybe

a waterfall.
beautiful but a terrible ending.
she stops abruptly. she was nothing.

a river.
beautiful and mellifluous.
she goes forever. she's much better.

I try not to listen to the ripples.
When all they speak of is negative past.
There's more to it, don't you think?
Don't tell me she's better. Don't tell me I'm a mistake.
What a mistake it

I just came to a rough realization ( Read more... )

this is what happens when i go CAMPINGGGGGGG
IT was seriously so beautiful
every aspect of it. except the 107 degree heat, of course.
perfect perfect perfect
even the dirt was beautiful

THE BEST birthday of my life


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I see everything moving so quickly ( Read more... )

I had the best girlish sleep over ever last night
well needed
and loved.
i love my little Enid

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Here are the pictures from my trip to Santa Barbara/Orange County ( Read more... )

by the wayyy.
here's pictures of what I came home to.
I'm not a materialistic person, really.
But the inside was almost as pleasant as the outside, granted outdoors is always much more attractive.


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potatoes ( Read more... )