sort of big update ( Read more... )

i can't wait until people actually care about me.
people that are willing
people that are near
people that are waiting to find the same thing.

did you ever notice how if a girl is not very attractive, but very skinny, she's automatically deemed a geeky little dweeb.
This girl is tormented for being lanky and ugly.
but if a girl is beautiful, and very skinny, she's automatically anorexic?

I'm not trying to be insightful or any of that crap.
i just thought it was kind of interesting

i'm disconnected ( Read more... )

and I'm gone ( Read more... )

i hope one day you'll just drop this. and give it up.

i never update ( Read more... )

what I wake to....every morning..


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It sucks when what you'd like to believe is "they are just subliminally trying to hurt me..."
But in all actuality...it's just over.
They don't even think of you anymore.
Replacing is easy.
Talking shit is easy.
But forgetting is easier for some people.

there's not much left.

Update on Little Rat:

I checked on her this morning.
She died.
I would take a picture...to show how cute she is.
But I feel badly disturbing her like that.
So tomorrow I will bury her or something.
When it stops raining.