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I can't remember. I can't remember..
I spent 2008 not worrying about everything from 2007 and now it's tagging along like a bad cold. I can't seem to shake the despondency that haunts me. I know what happiness feels like and I don't want it. I want to be single and fat, imperfect and incomplete. I can't imagine a life where I have nothing to strive for. I don't trick myself into ( Read more... ) -
what happens when you stay up too late
this place hasn't been "that place" for a while
I scrolled past the playlists that kept me awake in the dark, lighting a candle in the summer time to watch the wax collect and think about better days I mightve wishe for had I known I wouldve steered it south
my sheets have started to feel silken again instead of tight and stiff, they flow around me, ( Read more... ) -
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so that was pretty awesome -
i want it so bad i shoot the sunshine into my veins
I can't remember the good old days ( Read more... ) -
it's a sign
what if you peaked early ( Read more... ) -
All the things
The crayfish and lobsters and eggshell thin jelly fish and salmon who are too trusting of their gut to see the forrest for the trees, they swim about the same ocean.
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"Therefore, it seems to me that everything that exists is good--death as well as life, sin as well as holiness, wisdom as well as folly. Everything is necessary, everything needs only my agreement, my assent, my loving understanding; then all is well with me and nothing can harm me ( Read more... ) -
you are at the top of my lungs
i smoked on the roof of the front of the house like an indie movie. climbed through a window without a latch or lock--a movie scene backdrop, a dummy frame. lied on a bed with everyone there, the room strewn in a wonderful way, everything digging its heels into the floor, threading its fingers through the other's hair. we lay on the bed and talked ( Read more... ) -
you can bow and pretend that you don't know you're a LEGEND
So I am not really sure why I'm updating other than to exercise my freedom to do such. I've been really awkward with school work and classes and sleeping lately. We're so close to thanksgiving break and I just wish it was here already! but I have a test and a paper and another paper and a million sorority things to do. I'm ready to just sit in my ( Read more... ) -
can't stop
singing those old songs, reminding myself of how much I used to know you ( Read more... )