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friday i'm in love
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this and that
I'm not your last chnace fuck that. don't make new feed you to the animals. hold my breath hold my hand. find me later I love your mouth. my greatest dream is waking up. the park the park the park the park I want to be in the park and hold this all down[hill]. nothing more than fallen logs and overgrown moss. long days and shorter nights. hope you ( Read more... ) -
my beautiful day
Friday night I got super drunk at CBU and talked to a bunch of kappa sigs and played the drums and then left as the cops came. So I woke up this morning thinking I had to do a performance of Vagina Monologues at 10:15 and I texted Taylor to make sure I was supposed to wear black and red but she informed me that it is, in fact, next Saturday. And I ( Read more... ) -
so tired can't sleep yet
I have had consistently poor work ethic/habits this semester. I don't know how to fix it except just give myself a stern talking-to. The thing that's weird is that I'm not even stressing about this Chinese test that I have today, even though I probably know 30% of the characters I'm supposed to know ( Read more... ) -
garden state
I opened the windows today to let the mosquitoes in so they can tear up my insides like I tear down my outsides. Berlin wallpaper, spray paint on a tile floor, the tiniest crack opens the whole dam. fresco fees, mural markets. charging farmers from their shallow denim pockets. fields on fire, atmosphere aflame, sharpened gardens with a family name ( Read more... ) -
music in the dark
sometimes I imagine words that don't exist. I don't feel like I've done anything wrong. shouldn't that scare me? don't want to go to life. can't ever fall asleep. I spend my days in a daze and my nights in awe. so much to feel, so much to love. regret is not a word in my vocabulary any more.
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today is my birthday
and it's not okay. I don't know what my problem is, but I really just don't feel like today is a good day for me to celebrate anything. celebrate what? another year not dead. Maybe it's just because I'm feeling really ugly and not special in the last 24 hours, but I really wish everyone would forget I existed. If I did what was best for me in the ( Read more... ) -
maybe I can do this
I am in over my head. I kind of just want to schedule a semester next year where all I do is devote myself to smoking weed, writing poetry and being the best fall out boy fan ever. ah, the dream life
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nothing could be better
i love the way the earth looks back at me ( Read more... )