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[er0t1k]

I feel really fucking awful at the moment. Sweat and tears. I'm pulled between two ways of life. One is destroying me, I'm completely overpowered. All people, all anyone in my life wants to do, is have control over me and I'm just emotionally blackmailed into doing things and it's got so fucking blurry that I don't even know what I want anymore. I

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[bexeh]

seeing your own self destruction and not being able to control it is the hardest thing ever. i dont know it to the same lengths as you but i know what its like to be gripped by substances that are destroying you but you cant break away. i have no advice because i know you have been suffering for awhile and ive been away for so long to know and understand whats going on. i really hope than one day you will hit rock bottom because you have to go that far down before you can rise and flourish and eventually you will find the greatest happiness.

[buswankers]

Add me please Claireee x