it's all going way too fast.

just yesterday .. i was in seventh grade.

and what feels like is going to be tomorrow. i'm going to be saying goodbye.

my goal in life .. is to be happy. i used to have alot .. like i wanted to be everyone's friend, & have no enemies. that didn't work out too well. but so be it .. because i can't change the way people feel. everyone thinks they know everything about me, and they don't ( Read more... )

it's sad ..

to think we could of had it all.

and .. it's all wasted. i hope they were all worth it. i never thought any of you would do something like that to me .. but, i guess i was wrong.

i'm back at square one ..
i don't know where to go from here. rock bottom's right underneath my feet.

thanks .. really.

when we get hurt .. we're supposed to learn something, right? you're supposed to know, from the heartbreak. the constant hearache that just stresses you out. i remember what it feels like, and i remember how when i was with you, my life was a 360 degree disaster. i'm not playing those games .. ever again. don't think you can fool me ( Read more... )

if there's anything i learned over the past few months .. it's that sometimes, what you're looking for .. is right where you left it.this time .. it's going to be different ( Read more... )

if there's one thing i realized about you .. it's that you don't think. you have something, and don't apperciate it. you give up too easily. you act like you're soo tough, and little do you know .. people see right through that. i hate to say it .. but you make alot of mistakes. this being one of them. because what you have yet to realize is that ( Read more... )

just once .. just ONCE, i wish that you would think about someone besides yourself. your happiness is hurting me.

i can't help but look back, and think of all the memories we've had together. the never ending nights where we'd just lay together, and laugh .. and then fall asleep knowing that everything was going to be okay .. because we were together, and there was nothing we had to worrry about. and then there were the nights when we would hate eachother, ( Read more... )

i'd love to just drop everything .. & start it all over. but i feel like there's too much damage. i'd love for you to love me .. and me to love you. but it doesn't work that way. & you should be smart enough to know that. you should be begging .. but instead, you're playing beer pong. how sorry are you ?

you weren't supposed to mean this much to me ..