people ALWAYS
leave ..

this hurt's. ALOT.

did you ever just feel like crying & smiling ..& laughing all at the same time ( Read more... )

i wish i could take back time ..

i'm not really sure what i would actually take back, but something's not right. something's happening that shouldn't be happening. i miss the way we used to be in love. everything's so different now. i wish that i never brought you into my life .. because soo many things would be so different. i think i would still ( Read more... )

i'm not that stupid litttle girl you met seven months ago ..

i know who you really are, what your reallly like.

i had you all wrong, my fault i guess

i hope it hurts when you think of me ..
& how broken my heart is

i should have known better. i feel so stupid, and so naieve. i feel like you chewed me up, & spat me out. i gave up everything in my life .. everything good that i had going for me, for you. there's nothing to even describe how i feel right now, it's my fault. i know that. you didn't even have to do anything, this time .. i know for myself. i know ( Read more... )

you always want what you can't have.

it's funny .. the way things turn out. how - you knew they would happen all along, and how you expected it to come & when it did .. you lost so much, even more than what you started with. you do things to yourself .. but then you end up hating other people for it. so much for learning from your mistakes. if you never understood regret before, you ( Read more... )

i'm done with your games ..

& you're just proving everyone right. everyone .

it's all just growing up, it's all just learning.

i don't feel bad for you, & i'm not going running
back to you .. like i always do. i'm happy with my
friends, i ♥ them. even if there's only a
select few - i love the ones i have. you just really
shock me sometimes. i was dissapointed, but i have
no reason to be anymore. you're not worth it ( Read more... )