sad entry again. but what it really means is that there hasn't been another really bad moment ... well, there have been a few. the thing is, those aren't representative of my summer. it's really pretty good so far. i'm switching down meds again, which is why today felt so bad. i hung out with ben and a couple of his friends and it was good, but... ( Read more... )

ok. worst PMS ever. this can't be good for me or normal. i am barely functional. well i was fine, and then i got upset, and i have a good reason to be quite upset, but the stupid emotionyness just complicates it. i really need to schedule an appointment with my therapist again but for some reason i can't pick up the phone and just do it. and i ( Read more... )

I have so many mosquito bites it looks like I have chicken pox. The top of my back is burned. I got set on fire the other night but the pants survived without a spot of burn. Yeah I was having fun. I'm pretty happy. :D (also, the being set on fire was an accident - well, so were the bites and the sunburn...)

did I make another stupid decision? prrrobably ( Read more... )

why am I so scared of being alone ( Read more... )

more whining abound ( Read more... )

i don't understand people ( Read more... )

It's spring/summer ( Read more... )

Things are weird ( Read more... )

hello, my friends. yes, my friends. I'm feeling lonely again. problems with my main group of friends. well, just one of them, but... meh. they see so much in black and white. and I wouldn't be bothered so much by our differences if it didn't hurt so much. we always joke around, but sometimes they go too far, and so I call them a name seriously, you ( Read more... )