So this was a bulletin on MySpace that really got me going...  Mine's the last one, number 163... so here it is:

Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days!
1. Fuck Hartbreakers
2. Fuck hmm....idk
3. fuck CHEATERS
4. Fuck the IRS
5. Fuck the gas prices
6. Fuck the Colorado Avalanche
7. Fuck T.O.
8. Fuck the police
9. Fuck ( Read more... )

what if i could go to sleep for days; would you count the hours?  or would your restlessness consume faded memories of me?

So here I am writing again.  Trying to figure out all the financial stuff, which sucks ass.  I want to get tattooed pretty badly...  not just a little either.  I wanna finish my right arm.  It's really bugging me.  It's unfinished and unsatisfying.  I'm thinking about picking up a second part-time job for these purposes, because today I was sitting ( Read more... )

So just letting everyone know.  my grandma is doing well.  she still needs oxygen, but shes at home now, so that's good.  I got to see my uncle who I've really been missing.  We used to be close until I was like 12 years old, and then I don't know what happened.  But we kind of strayed.   I dumped Wal*Mart and got hired at Safeway.  Pushing carts ( Read more... )

So just a quick grandma update because I am tired from my work as a cart engineer and Ani wants to get back onto Warcraft... So I went to see her after work, she was awake and joking around.  She promised to stop fighting the care staff but only because she wants to go home.  This woman is amazing because she was just woken out of sedation, and ( Read more... )

So I wake up at 3am to the phone in my face. My older sister called to inform me that my grandmother is going to the hospital and that when paramedics go there they had to use the defibrillator to get her heart going again. So I freaked out and we jam down to the ER... Grandma had a massive heart attack with an artery completely blocked. They ( Read more... )

I have a passion for pushing carts.  No, not really.  But it's money in mah pocket...

I'm soooo tired n my legs are sore and my face is sunburnt and blisters on my feet.  Oh yeah and I work again tomorrow.  Yay.

So I'm working at Wal*Mart now.  I'm still looking for something graveyards, so I'm not living paycheck to paycheck, but actually paying off my bills.  So yeah.  That's all the update I've got in me.   C-ya guys around.  <3

So my IF (Immediate Future) plan is coming along nicely with my hiring at Wal*Marx(t).  What is that plan you ask?  Well only a select few know, but I will be churning out details as we go along.  Getting stable employment with a stable company is phase 1.  Although there is a bit of a snag in that plan as I was hired for days and Ani is working ( Read more... )

hello there. well, so my sister bought her friends trailer for her, so that's where me and the wife and kids will be living at for a bit while we fix it up and get ourselves straightened out. not really the best situation or the best home, but we will have a home and we will be together. so thats good. the rent is way cheap so that'll really ( Read more... )