ok its official. i have moved in with matt and mervyn. i have my own room and marin and luna are starting to get along (after 3 to 4 weeks!) now i just wish taht i could get a job. no one want to hire me for some reason. even though its the season to hire people. im going to be going to norman to apply at bed bath and beyond and borders. and mom ( Read more... )

so this is the crap that has happened today that has caused my life to suck: i crashed my moms car into her guarage door. it cracked most of the passanger side bumper and light. and i have to pay for the door and the car. and i cant even pay rent right now because i cant seem to get a job. no one seems to want to hire me. i also have to register ( Read more... )

mmmm... . friendship bread..... omg..... mmmmm.... whoever invented it!..... mmmmmm

 ok so i was diagnosed with rheumatory arthritis yesterday. i will be starting my new meds for it tomorrow. the main things that i have to worry about is that if im not careful i will get pigment deposits in my eyes that will cause me to lose my eyesite. how wonderful.

 i got to ride mervyns horses today. it was AWESOME! i rode bareback for a while and because i got my signals mixed up i got flung on my face for my efforts but i got up again and it fucked up my shoulder for a while. but it doesnt hurt like it was broken again. so i rode shaw and a horse named raven (which is new and not they'res but was attatched ( Read more... )

ok, so on saturday night, sunday morning i got bit by something on my upper left thigh. i didnt think anything of it because i was in a drug induced sleep and so i just smacked my leg and rolled over. well i noticed that i had a bump about the size of a couple quarters on my leg yesterday. while i was talking to my mom about it, matt being the dumb ( Read more... )

 i fucking hate mervyns new friends. they are fat stupid dumb --beeps-- (since i know that people will read this and tell me that im not being nice and shit). i ran out of pants at matts so when jessa and the stupid fat --beep-- see me im wearing a pair of matts sweat pants. and i make a funny comment that my life sucks because i have no pants. it ( Read more... )

ok, so here is what is going on  and what is going to be happening in my life ( Read more... )

ok its official. im thoroughly pissed off. im tired of the crap that i am getting from my mother. the latest thing is : it is inappropriate for me to be staying over at the boys house all the time because i am 19 and unmarried and i dont pay rent over there. i can understand the not paying rent thing, and i know that i do contribute to that house ( Read more... )

 well things have not been very happy between my mom, dad and me for the past couple weeks. almost a month now. because of the money problem that my parents are having they thought that i was going to go and get a job and help pay for their bills. no i was not going to do that. yes, if i had to i would pay rent but i wasnt going to pay their bills ( Read more... )