I have been doing a lot of reflecting lately, because recently I have been sliding down into a pit, and I can't seem to find my way out again. Recognising the signs and realising I am now responsible for two mini humans (and one giant human), I spoke to my doctor, and he put a referal in for me to see a Psychiatrist. Having tried a psychologist in ( Read more... )

Before my grandparents passed on, i would speak to them both every weekend without fail. Sunday's was our day where we would get back in touch and talk about what was going on. No matter where we were in the world we always talked on Sundays ( Read more... )

on the 4th of March you took your final breathe and left this mortal coil, you ascended into the waiting arms of your wife Audrey, my Nanna, and started the next part of your journey ( Read more... )

sometimes it kills me to see you in her arms..

and sometimes I long for what could of been...

and sometimes I cry for what I have lost..

to want that which one can never obtain, is the greatest form of torture fate can bestow upon us.

that's how old our child would of been...

its like I have gone full circle, you just cannot seem to leave my thoughts or my waking hours...and it's getting to be an obsession ( Read more... )

it will be seven years this tuesday...since you went away..

not a day goes by where I don't wish for your advice, to hear your voice, to feel your arms around me one more time..

miss u nanna

in 2 days it will be six years since my nan passed away... and not a day goes by that i dont wish she was still here. My granddad will ring tomorrow but on Monday he wants to be left alone... being so far from him and everyone I feel guilty for not being there for him when he needs me.. and I know I would have so much support from my family if I ( Read more... )

Merry christmas everyone :).

Here is hoping 2012 doesn't bring around the end of the world and is a shit load better then this year was!!
All the best xxxoooo