There are no words. Just...disappointment. In myself, in you. I wouldn't do this to you.

I am so sorry. So, so sorry. I can't believe I screwed this up. You are the most important person in my life. I have waited so long for you to come back, and when you do I freak out. I can't believe I messed up everything. What will it take for you to forgive me? I care about you so much. I would do anything for you, you know that. It's been just a ( Read more... )

Oh my lord I'm so nervousexcitedscaredconfusedhappyworried that I don't know what to do with myself! Ahhhh!!

I can't wait to get back to Gainesville. sdofjsdkahfjkslgh;klsahg;slkdhglk;h

Hehehehehehehehehhee ;)

I'm not even angry at you. I'm just disappointed by what you turned out to be. :/
I thought you were different.

You're not there for me anymore when I need you. You're not there when I want you. You're just a walking memory of a long lost connection. I pay you the least bit less attention and you snap to reality, but only for a fleeting moment. Has it not sunk in? You've completely destroyed the purity we had. It would never be the same again. I have lost ( Read more... )

So much for being giddy. Total strike out.

I'm....giddy?!

How long has it been since I've been giddy?

Too long :D

Memories they're following me like a shadow now, and I'm dreaming
I've already suffered the fever of disbelief.
I'm still in love with who I wish you were, and I wish you were here.

I don't want to keep on believing in illusions.

Wow. I love my friends up here. I just had the best time tonight simply chilling with a couple guys at a hookah place. These are the kind of people I hope never to lose contact with.

What is wrong with me..why am I so sad...why am I crying...