i am spinning out of control ( Read more... )

surgery went well.

ps fuck life

surgery at 9 today >_< i am so fucking scared....

p.s. i love you

so... i broke up with Bill... i just couldn't do it anymore :( i feel like a total ass... and i am sorry ( Read more... )

life is way to confusing thanks to guys....

::sigh:: i don't know what i want or what to do anymore...

so i haven't been able to update lately.. i have been mad busy... but i will cut this short ( Read more... )

i love my baby <333

he got me flowers again..

holding on tight..

i can't loose this one, i would be a fool

surgery on the 18th of Dec >_< .....

i am so lost right now... i don't know what to do :( what to believe in... how things are... anything... my great up train of thought.... is now blown away... i wish i could just run......

ok so i haven't had time to write since Samhain. but ( Read more... )