ergosum
Dec 13, 2004 20:52
the breaks slam in my head and my body aches just a little with all of the memories of the time i realized i was real and suddenly all the stupid things i used to cry about didn't seem deserving of tears. here's to the girl who hasn't cried two weeks in a row all year.
ergosum
Dec 13, 2004 20:38
chewing on fingers
in the early dawn of darkness
as our hearts flutter
and our breath exhales:
blaming sobriety
for this emptiness
and fiestiness
i keep chewing on your hands
getting more
and more depressed
with who i have become,
then i remember.
ergosum
Dec 03, 2004 23:22
chiselling into my car
at 9:24 a.m.
while you watch
and as i celebrate
my victory
sliding acrss the seat
you disappear
into your own snow machine
but i
carry you with me
because i wrapped myself
in your scent
last night
and i grip your memory.
ergosum
Dec 03, 2004 23:21
sam is sitting
doing math
in the union
when i'm feeling
cold and poetic
remembering
the value of
beauty
(do i mean
asceticism?)
so i sit with sam
and eat my
cereal,
wanting to tell him
about snow
as a blanket,
instead,
i find
peace
in a blanket
of small
talk
(so big).
ergosum
Dec 03, 2004 23:20
interrupting you
gray cat curled at our four feet
i feel your two bites
ergosum
Dec 03, 2004 23:18
little girls run
o
r u
a n
d
with nets
to capture
our dialogue,
freeze it
(pin it to the walls)
language
may be
a burden
but its ours to share
and our
words
express beauty
exoress
us
as an idea
ergosum
Nov 27, 2004 02:14
i am
sitting,
watching
this girl
i know tie her
hair
into a knot
to keep
it
off her neck,
and
the girl is me
ergosum
Nov 27, 2004 02:13
i did not expect to cry, curled up with my daddy full of animal-free food in the first quarter of the cowboys game, but i realized that if the world still exited as i expeted it to a year ago there wouldn't be room for me on that couch,
i think i cry because we're more of a family than we have been in years.
ergosum
Nov 27, 2004 02:07
duelling
courage and action
turns into
dual
lack thereof
i just wanted to say--
i'm sorry
let you know
what that means
but to the victor
goes no spoils
because
i'm left
with this mess
we made