same shit, just a different damn day.

Jun 03, 2005 10:46

ugh. i don't know what to do anymore. i can't make a right decision; everything i do fucks something up. me and jordan are FINALLY good again, and what do i do? fuck up everything. i didn't even know that it would matter, but i guess it did. i mean damn, i went to eat lunch with somebody.. what's he think i'm gonna do? i can't take much more of ( Read more... )

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_alwayslove June 3 2005, 17:44:29 UTC
you're definitely not the fuck-up here. you went to eat with a friend & he needs to deal with that. like, that's possessive if he's going to tell you what to do. i mean, obviously if you were going to buy drugs or something then it'd be completely justified. but you weren't even doing anything dangerous! don't put up with that crap, erin. let him know how you feel. <3

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erheartsyou June 3 2005, 21:05:24 UTC
well it doesn't really matter any more. he won't even talk to me about it, yet he can tell nicky everything. basically he can't deal with this shit right now, and he can't trust me anymore which is completely my fault. honestly, if i were him i wouldn't have ever taken my ass back. idk, though. alex and nicky both told me to just give him a few days. our relationship's so fucked up as it is, this shit just makes it so much worse. he's got a lot on his plate right now, too, and this is a lot for him to deal with. oh well, hopefully it will all work out...

thanks a lot though, ellen. mwuahh!

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_alwayslove June 4 2005, 13:36:43 UTC
i hope it works out too. and if it doesn't, i'm totally bringing you some wonderful ice cream dessert & tissues.

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erheartsyou June 4 2005, 15:10:41 UTC
yayyy!!

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promowhore1004 June 4 2005, 12:14:07 UTC


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kers_marie June 4 2005, 13:36:44 UTC
hey girl its kirsten!..you arent a fuck up at all you are just fine..but i know how you feel..it really sucks..but im here if you need me! <3 you

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erheartsyou June 4 2005, 15:12:11 UTC
thanks girl! i love ya, and we're def. hanging out sometime soon!

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anonymous June 4 2005, 15:26:26 UTC
see erin you dont need that bullshit. you didnt fuck up like i said he will eventually realize what hes missing and will come back to you! just let time tell..i love you girl and thanks for being here for me!

<3Courtney!

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erheartsyou June 5 2005, 13:12:13 UTC
haha thanks, but who is this?

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anonymous June 5 2005, 14:04:55 UTC
haha whoops..sorry i guess it didnt post all of it but it was me COURTNEY! haa
<333
court

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erheartsyou June 5 2005, 14:06:57 UTC
ohhh, haha! thanks girl... love you! and i'm here for you WHENEVER.

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