so, it's been a while... we had a scrimmage friday at rockingham. we won our game, but i def. spent the whole second half crying and feeling like i was going to throw up. and i'd just like to thank stupid fucking bitches for that shit. me and aaron are FINALLY friends again and what do you go do... run your damn mouth so that ONCE AGAIN we can't be ( Read more... )

and it's been a while,
but all that shit seems to disapper when i'm with you.
and everything i can't remember,
as fucked up as it all may seem.
the consequences that i've rendered.
i've gone and fucked things up again.
why must i feel this way?
just make this go away;
just one more peaceful day.
and it's been a while since i could look at myself straight.
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today was okay. i mean it was school, what else can you say.. we didn't have practice today, just a meeting until 4:30 so that was good. me, nat, and caroline went tanning after soccer, and then me and nat went to walmart. i did my first burnout, and i must say that nat was very proud of me:) and i am very proud of her, too, but for other reasons. ( Read more... )

great weekend for the most part. minus soccer and a few other not-so-good things. friday night was olive garden for court's birthday. me, nat, and kieli all stayed the night at court's. me and nat had soccer bright and early sat. morning which was just great. only one more week of hell, though, and then it's gonna get a lot better. chilled with nat ( Read more... )

wowwwwwwwwwwwww. i def. can't sleep now thanks to matt calling me at 1:15 in the morning. i had def. been asleep since like 8:30, too..right through the oc, and that pisses me off. i mean, damn, i must be wore out. it's been a long week. soccer practice has been pure hell. i love ivey, but she taped my ankle and knee too tight today and i caught a ( Read more... )

so, at the beginning of the day i was thinking that this valentine's was going to suck cause it's the first time i've never had a valentine. well, i still don't REALLY have a valentine, but i did get my valentine's kiss, though ( Read more... )

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so how about my life just fucking sucks. just when things start to get better, everything goes to hell. i'm so sick of crying all the time, and i've never gave up on this before, but i guess you just have to realize when some things are really over. i guess if it's meant to be it'll happen ( Read more... )

happy birthday cara del bridges:)

pimp it like you know how!

so i told aaron that i was going to do whatever it takes to prove to him how much i want to be with him, and that he will be able to trust me again. i mean, i've never gave up on that boy ONCE and i'm not gonna start now. he means the world to me, and i'm not going to give him up THAT easily, just because of a stupid mistake that i made. or a lot ( Read more... )