i miss england. a little bit. but im so happy right now ( Read more... )

omg last week was truly the week from hell ( Read more... )

operation: visa storm. day 2.

the stress of packing is upon meee ( Read more... )

my mom put me on my first diet when i was 10. ive been on diets almost half my life. and only last night did i actually look at a picture of myself from when i was younger. i realized that not until now was i ever really fat. i was a normal kid, that was taught that I was disgusting looking, that was taught to be ashamed of how they looked ( Read more... )

im so excited for 2009!!!!!!!!

2009

i really want to write a book. like thats one of the goals i have in my life is to write at least one fiction book (im not smart enough for that fact shit and my lifes too boring for a biography ahaha). and i really really want to get started on it now. i've been reading a lot of different stuff lately and i think thats what largely inspired me to ( Read more... )

i need to start taking my aderol more so posts like the one below won't keep happening! BUT LET ME TELL YOU what happened after that post! omg such such such such mayhem ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is withthis semester, but work is killing me. constantly CONSTANTLY busy. the councelors arent used to it so theyre completely lazy and unreliable teh phones ringing every three minutes, than i have this stupid fucking psychiatrist that wont lift a finger unless the schedule tells her to do so. she just DIDNT show up for one of ( Read more... )