my little sister gets engaged on the same day my first love gets married.

what a wonderful day.

i got the email this afternoon. my first love, josh, is engaged. i have mixed emotions, i'm really only about 2% happy for him and the 98% is a mixture of feeling sad, used, regretful, angry, bitter, hurt, jealous... and any other kind of weird emotion you feel when the love of your life gets engaged to another woman. i'm kinda glad i dont know her ( Read more... )

do you question everything? do you wonder if there truly is a right or wrong answer for every situation? is there such thing as middle ground and is it good or bad? does it have to be either?

theres something in your eyes that makes me see clearly...

...or is it clear at all?

today i was reminded of how huge alice's family is. she sat there for about 5 minutes listing her dad's family... JUST her dad's family, that is NOT her mom's side yet. holy freaking crap, i have a total.. TOTAL of 7 cousins. My dad has only one sibling, as well as my mom. Alice's dad has 3 siblings, as well as her mom. SHIT! If there was ever any ( Read more... )

i'm just not having my luck with keys these days. i just now, locked my keys in my car and am sitting on the side of a parking stump trying to figure out what to do. Its funny, this is the 3rd time in the last month that i have had really really inconvenient luck with keys ( Read more... )

Ok, so the other day in worship, we did something new and kinda weird. Anna spoke before worship began and she really spoke words of encouragement to everyone because this is the time in the year where we all freak out from being so exhausted. Its funny that she did that, because just the night before i had written a long journal page about how ( Read more... )

Everyone be envious of my mother who at this very moment is at the Paul McCartney concert in Nebraska. Good for you mom, but also, crap on you mom, i want to be there!

ok fine dan, i'll post! i'm inbetween classes at the moment, woowoo! this weeks been kinda crazy, eh? Saturday was a fun filled freezing day of Mud Island and chaos trips to middle of nowhere to play shows in the ice cold weather! Hey Heidi Rae played at Mud Island for Fallen Walls, where i was helping out. Right after they got done we had to rush ( Read more... )

Don’t you hate it when you cant get a hold of anyone? It always makes me think everyone in the world has been shot or taken captive and I’m the only one left because I woke up late cause my alarm didn’t go off. Like, only people that weren’t outside when the aliens landed are still alive and since I’m calling everyone’s cell phone… obviously they’ ( Read more... )

WELL, i'm coming home in a week! My friend Dave adopted a cat a while ago and he decided to move and couldnt take the cat with him. So i told him my mom would LOVE a new cat and now i'm going to take my mom the cat! Wicked excited to have a 12 hour drive with a cat in my back seat... havent quite figured out what to do if the cat has to poop yet ( Read more... )