I am Erica.
I can be a bastard to the max if you're just plainly (undefined).
I am not socialble at all unless you approach me in a friendly way.
I only have one friend& she means the world to me& she deserves to be mentioned,  AliceTanMeiXien.
I am a completely numb person, which means i often speak my mind without thinking.
I feel hurt very easily ( Read more... )

i have changed my link, because my url was just stupid.

http://64thhour.livejournal.com

hmmmm, haven't updated for a while, hmmm, my life has been nothing, as usual. hah, hi, i think my life is kinda shit now, i get scolding almost every night, from my parents, cause i went Marina yesterday& came back late, well, its kinda my fault, like whathell? today was the exams& i went out& study HISTORY, LOL, hmmm, today chinese, was quite ( Read more... )

hmmmm, not feeling much now. some shitz around me keeps reminding me of * but i somehow hate/despise you now, but somehow, the totally opposite, idk whether i should be happy that you're like that& that i know everything or sad that you're like that& that i know everything, LOL, idk la, not important, you're the only one that can make me call a ( Read more... )

 i think i have a serious problem, i think i'm a loner, i think i'm hated by many many people, i think i'm a loser, i think that i'm like the biggest reject, i think even the nerds are the school are not as low as me, i think i regret going to Loyang, i think i shouldn't have been born, i think i should just die, i think i have no menaing in my ( Read more... )

hmmmm, should be uplaoding a few stuffz from yesterday. i think, if this computer was fast enough, i want a laptop, i really do, LOL& today, was just another fxcked up day, but not as bad as i thought, PeiErn, my cousin left for Malaysia today, going back la, aiyo, she can't stay forever ): hmmmmm, i miss her, like alot, i think the only funny shit ( Read more... )

o ther than posting about that bastard, went for a gig today at art house, specially went just to support Koh Yuan Wen, he said he'd be playing one of my favourite songs, Violent Kiss, ye i like it, but the fcking vocalist spoilt the fxcking song, she made me hate that song, further more, she so xialan, i swear. she sings like whale& has disgraced ( Read more... )

dear *, i didn't think that you'd be such a bastard, didn't think you'd actually do this kinds of things, thats why i understand whenever i meet up w you, you never seem to want to reply messages or theres always unread message, haha, now that ii know all about it, i don't think i wanna contact you anymore, its just too much, i'm just one human, i ( Read more... )

today, i went town w cousins& sister, well, nothing much, i felt dead as i was walking, i felt dizzy& blind, i kept clinging on to someone while their walking, my mouth can't seem to close like last time, i kept trying to go down up escalators, NOT ON PURPOSE, i think i was in a daze for like hours, really, really hours& now, i'm currently missing ( Read more... )

i've never felt so depressed in a long time, i guess today was just fxcked, everything was just fxcked, early morning, woke up late, already got scolding from mother about my eyebrow stud& everything, i alr said i can't unscrew the ball& i mean it, its not that i don't wanna take it out, so then mom scolded me like fxck. no mood, then didn't eat, ( Read more... )