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[ericana]

as is typical for me to do during difficult times, i've been evaluating my relationships a lot lately. specifically i've been thinking about fair weather friends. i'm learning that i have a lot more fair weather friends than i initially realized. at first i was surprised by this, but upon closer examination of my histories with these friends i

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[tangerinedream]

Honestly, I haven't called (or texted or Facebooked or Twittered) because I still feel awful about canceling our dinner night for a blizzard and a panic attack. I keep going to call or text you and I just keep getting these (visions? moments of screaming dread? waves of guilt?) notions that any effort I'd make now would seem.... I don't know, wrong or a pale bastardization of the gesture I wanted to make seven weeks ago. I even finished your Christmas present and am just so.... I don't know, anxious about contacting you. I should have been there because you've always been there for me.

I really am so sorry that I fucked up, Erica. Like, you have no idea how much I've been worrying over you making a post or general statement like this. And I know you're not like that, but my head certainly is.

[ericana]

thanks for saying this, it means a lot to me