I've been having a lot of difficulty lately interpersonally with the ones closest to me, much of it stems from personal issues. I'm in the process of fixing this.. so that I don't push away the ones who love me the most. Today is a good day. Happy SF Pride everybody!

So I've been racquen up atleast a couple ex's, is what it is. I've recently met a guy I have a disgusting crush on.. not know if and where to take, sure as hell gonna be slow if all goes well. Glad to touch base, screw FB.. so impersonal I am.. If i had a nickel for all of those that get off on airing others' dirty laundry.. UGGH

Really!? Now do you really want people knowing you wear a size 6 7/8 ball cap?

laid-off. must keep moral outta toilet.

I'm really trying to like this Kanye West song, but I never liked his style to begin with. Now he's gotta sound like Akon just like everyone else - the morphed vocals sound soo G-E-T-O - almost as much as crunk.

This ranting is very unnattractive. oh well -

Like I'm really gonna listen to some 26 year old.

I told the guy going thru our recyclables to have a good afternoon instead of yelling something and slamming the door. Maybe today will be different.

I'm sick of acting all of the ways I accuse him of being, his love is more unconditional than mine it seems, I am the one whose a jerk. He's obviosly trying to look forward, I should do the same. I just wish I could explain myself. I am so underslept I do not have my thinking cap on - riight.

OMG the campaign for Yes on Prop 8 is soo retarded and laughable. So many boring idiotic conservatives around.

I hit him last night.. I made a fool of myself. I feel like shit. I don't know how to explain myself anymore, I'm a very unlikeable character.