I am so depressed because my friend's mom is in the hospital and I can't be with her...god I hate myself. But I got all of the laundry done and cooked dinner for all in my house. And I feel really bad so I am not talking long... ok bye!!!! (Ok it is 9:40 and Daydee's away message is "knock,knock.Who's there? Bobanna15.Oh shit,uhhh,I'm not here ( Read more... )

Daydee came over and we called Matt (Daydee's b/f LOL) and Eric (my b/f) but Matt sounds cute and I feel so bad about how I treated Eric today but I get so angry when I invite someone to so many things and they are no shows. I wrote Eric a email and it was evil but now he says me and Daydee are twins and I am the evil one. Oh great. He said he ( Read more... )

Today I went to a gay bar for a baby shower and the things there were interesting. There was a shower...ewwwww...nasty thoughts. But I got to see Tyania and Izzie I am so excited...YAY!!!!! She is due in May sometime. But I have to work next weekend...YAY!!!!But I have to go to bed I am tired.

Well tomorrow I have a baby shower to attend and I am calling Eric today. Well a friend of our family is prgnant so we are going and the babies name is Eric. Erica started something with me again now I just gonaa beat her ass...sorry for the language. My hickey is almost gone...LOL! I met this person named Nick and he is sweet but he is 22yrs old ( Read more... )

Yes cheerleading pratice hurts...lol... some of us still dont get the pyrmaid. Daydee is coming over tomorrow at 2 so I have to go clean ok bye.

Sorry I haven't been on for a while I have been grounded but my parents let me off tomorrow. My dogs jumped on me when I walked in the door. Oh yea Adam bit me and now I have a hickey there...damn it... but it is covered with a band aid so it looks like I cut myself. Well Daydee and Jenny are coming to spend the night over my house tomorrow and we ( Read more... )

Well in 2nd block Sgt.Gardner yelled at me for not having my uniform on well that just added onto my list so I broke down and started to cry until Nicole kissed me on my cheek (and she is not "bi" either but it made me smile). Then 4th block I had my singing lesson and it went very well. 6th block went great so did 8th but then me and Jenn walked ( Read more... )

I miss my man and I am so depressed that my sister and her boyfriend called off the wedding. Daydee was supposed to come over but she didn't call so I guess she didn't want to come over in the first place but her grandma is really sick. I sort of understand my homework but it ius confusing... but to get back on subject. I don't think me and Daydee ( Read more... )

I am talking to Eric and now I have to shower ok bye!! Be back after school!!!! I hate this Eric said he would call be he hasn't yet so I am going to bed... night ( Read more... )

I still thought of suicide but I am too scared and I dont want to talk about it ok bye... and Eric if you read this you know I wouldn't do this so please don't ask me. ok bye!!!!!!!!
All the people I send my picture to tell me I am hott or sexy ok bye!!!!Yay me but I am still depressed... bye!