Today I often had thoughts of suicide and I haven't ate anything all weekend to depressed to thought ok peace out !!! This song makes me cry all the time!!!

I am still upset and haven't ate anything in a while and I don't plan to right now either. Well I am going now bye.

I found out that my sister and her fiancee are broken up,I am too depressed to talk so when I lighten up I will be back on.

Today is my sisters, my aunts, and my friend jenny's birthday. My sister turned 21, my aunt turned 38, my friend turned 18. I have not heard from Eric except through e-mail and I miss him. I had a good time at the concert and I also saw Heidi and Michelle's family up there. Well I gave Eric my number and he didn't call so I think he is mad or ( Read more... )

Well in 2nd hour we all talked to Dustin's brother (he is in the army was in the marines) but he gave us all some Iraq money it was 250 Dinars. It is awesome. Well I haven't heard from Eric in 2 whole days but I am fine I guess. Oh yea I sent my picture to this person online he is 16/m/IN, and he said that I had the most beautiful eyes he has every ( Read more... )

Well I had first hour and my mom forgot my order form at work so she had to get it then she forgot to get the flower order form. I found out that I didn't make dimensionals but I made Chorale which is good though. Daydee is over and I have to do homework so bye!

My stomach is feeling a little bit better but it still hurts. I have a lot of homework in chemistry and math but Daydee was supposed to come over but she is grounded for not listening to her parents, I hate being grounded. I am so tired and I am still grounded but I need to get a couple things off my cheast... I think Adam is going to ask me out ( Read more... )

Man my stomach is killing me. I got online and talked to Eric but that is about it. I had this freaky dream it was like my mom and dad were both shot and I went to a home and this home did weird things to kids so it was freaky. Ok I have to go sell things for my choir... Oh yea we find out wednesday if we make dimensionals...yay!!!!!!!!!

Yeah today I was supposed to go to a play but I feel a little sick and I talked to Eric for 2 hours yay!!!! *yummy* Well I have to go shower ok bye!!!!

I dont feel well today, my stomach hurts really bad so I am getting off now ok.