i havent used this since ive been in new jersey, so yeah. rundown ( Read more... )

i leave in aprox like 30 some odd mintues, and im jus sitting here watching jack ass, i wanna re thank everyone i saw last night, and sorry to nic to bruise his ego with the hardcore talk at the end, go mets right? ya not gonna happen. i love you joey for being there, and even brownsound for coming out. my philly boys making fun of my hair, and jus ( Read more... )

of leaving ALL i know behind me, in two days. i will be boarding a plane. as of now its unclear if ill even return, yes ill visit, but returning. like i cant be one to not say this isnt scary. things havent set in and yeah as of late, im leaving a place where i trust 4 people tops with how i feel, 3 of them i talk to daily and the 4th i know i can ( Read more... )

i would never of thought the last stretch of this would suck, i wanna apologize to everyone ive seem to be blowing off, im seriously sick. like besides kidney problems im sleeping, im feeling like shit i seriously dont wanna be around myself, so i dont feel up to seeing anyone. i do leave in four days, and im getting more and more anxious, i go ( Read more... )

so i hope i dont have to keep doing this. so maybe this is the final one. i dont know what to say i dont know what to feel. i gave everything, i gave everything and got nothing in return, and whenever i tried to work it out it wasnt a good time. ive came to the conclusion i wont let anyone know how i truely feel about them, i know good as hell i ( Read more... )

im locked on one feeling, im locked on one person. and i feel like it drives me nuts day in and out. i cant let go, i wanna be with this person but its not gonna happen. i love this girl and its jus so odd to be single and not have it in your reach. i jus wanna be happy like i was, i feel so gone unless im on something. like i feel i have no ( Read more... )

i dont get it, why can i turn the page and quickly turn right back ( Read more... )

I hate this city. Look at what it’s done to you. I fucking hate what you turned into. There’s nothing left, there’s nothing left of what you used to be. I can’t believe it’s taken so long to finally realize I’ve been wasting my fucking time. And you’re dead inside. And I can’t get back the one thing, the only thing I ever trusted in this fucking ( Read more... )

i have finally put the stake in something that should of been killed awhile ago ( Read more... )

the stupidest person ever... wow...