i feel like a criminal ( Read more... )

Here's to all the luck that pours down on me
Here's to all the melodies that picked us up off our seats
Here's to the younger ones when they replace me
Here's to the bitterness that keeps the sweet so sweet

Here's to all the words that we'll never speak
Here's to all the pretty girls that you're gonna meet
Here's to the little lies I tell in my ( Read more... )

I'm smoking........again.  Is it worth it if only a little bit of me wants to quit?  I mean, I know all too well how gross it is for yer body, BUT I enjoy it.  I'm lying to my family again, but its easier to keep secrets when you live 700 miles away.  I want to, and I know I am getting caught in the mindset of:  "I'll only smoke when I drink." OR " ( Read more... )

I am still here, still stuck in a place i cant bring myself to call home, even after a year of living here.  I felt the arizona warmth the last two weeks, along with the cold.  It was here, that I fell in love, I'm glad it wasnt there.  I saw old friends, and I made new friends we know how it is.  I let the smoke fill my head, I let the poison ( Read more... )