I read mylive journal from mad old entries from way back when and honestly back then was so much easier I was either with one of two girls Kristen or Angela and it was mad fun back then I was less stressed and I didn't do drugs back then and it was just so easier now it is I am stressed about everything and I am bouncing back between the same girls ( Read more... )

Its official if I can get any lower than where I am at right now then I would be burried under the ground when things go right for me a million other things have to go wrong so what ever. I just give up trying and this time I mean it for GOOD!!!

Erik

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I am sorry for what I did I am sorry for what I became and for what I have yet to become

-Erik-

This is a love you to you and that things will never be the same after this

This isn't gonna be an entry it is just gonna be a rememberance:

Rest In Peace

Johnathan Curry

You Maybe be gone but trust the tears we all are shedding shows you are not forgotten I will see you someday again my friend.

-Erik-

I will update about stuff later.

If i had it my way. None of this would have happened we would be going to prom together as boyfriend and girlfriend like it was originally suppose to be. I would give anything to get us back together but I already think it is too late for that....

How i feel really needs to end

-Erik-

What's left of me?

Ok this week was so horrible. Words cannot even describe how upset I am over this week it just blows ass so much. Okay it started off with mine and Ashley's one month anniversary ok it was cool all good. But I could tell that we were gonna break up. And we did just not on our one month we broke up the next day. The reason we did is my business and ( Read more... )

Idk right now my back hurts like hell god dammit will I told u to go easy lol ( Read more... )

Alright let me get this straight two of my friends ask out my ex and think we can still be cool. Nah!!!!! We weren't tight but we were still friends until this. Alright now I can understand you liking her okay yeah she is an awesome person and all but the fact is you didn't tell me that you did, one of my true friends did. Do you know how much that ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows I did move on and i feel alot better about everything than i did prior but I was caught up after wards but yeah whether or not we go out I still care about her and yes things have been good I had sex with some puerto rican chick and I got asked out twice so yeah love u guys peace out