I want to travel the world with you ( Read more... )

I still can't figure out how I got to where I am. I'm baffled by this.

I'm convinced that love is dead. I wonder whether it was ever even alive to begin with, or was it all just a figment of the imagination? It's not a concrete object, and to prove its existence isn't possible. It's a state we force ourselves to believe is there. Funny how an intangible thing can produce such happiness, yet also be the sole factor ( Read more... )

I've decided I have no time or room to spare for weakness. I'm done beating myself up. I'm moving on.

I'm at my last end. I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've done anything and everything, and I'm still completely miserable. I don't even enjoy the happiness highs I have anymore, because they are always followed very dark, lonely lows ( Read more... )

Honestly, I hate being here. It's done/doing something to me that I don't like. I don't feel like me anymore. But I refuse to give up, even if it kills me. I'm just hoping things will turn around.

Why does it seem like everyone I know is getting either getting married/engaged or having babies? Okay, not everyone, but it seems like an unwavering number. And more importantly, why do I feel like I'm missing out? What the hell?!? I feel like I'm in middle school again, and I'm missing out on the newest, coolest fad or something. Hmmm.

Spent a few days out on the Cali coast in San Diego and then up near UC Irvine for a few days. The reason was to attend a conference dealing with nuclear issues, which ended up being okay. They talked more about political and management issues than they did chemistry, so I wasn't too interested. The trip as whole ended up being amazing. I would ( Read more... )

I could tell you exactly how I feel, even though I've already told you 1,000 times.

I was there.

You were here.

I still made you happy.

I didn't feel this way.

I should stop doing my grocery shopping on days that I have nothing to do, because all I did today was diminish all the food I bought just today ( Read more... )