Here we are again. Same shit, another night. No matter how hard I try there's no escaping who I am and the choices I love to make ( Read more... )

Who am I kidding. My thoughts aren't coherent. I still make poor decisions on a regular basis. Soy como soy.

It's another one of those nights. I feel as though I understand so much more about myself, yet constantly feel so alienated from the rest of society. There will always be 'What ifs?' and 'Should haves...' but one can never change the choices they have made. All we can do, the minimum we owe to those that we coexist with, is to try and learn from ( Read more... )

There is so much on my mind. What strange lives we lead. I thank everything I believe in for good people, and especially those whom I have wronged, yet still understand and appreciate me for who I am. I know I have grown and changed so much in such a short period of time, and yet I am still stuck on the same things. Why am I so afraid to move ( Read more... )

I don't think I have learned as much from my choices as I think I have.

Fucked up state when the beat don't bump.

I am glad I tend to stay outside the general realm of Bullshit.
I also find it strange being on here.

Holy balls and shit!
I have an interview on Monday with DC Shoes.
They need someone to travel around the US and install displays in shops.
They pay all travel expenses and everything and you go to a different city every week I believe.
Fucking rad! Plus it pays fifteen dollars an hour.
I really hope I get this.

I'm surfing on heroin.
I'm surfing on heroin.
Got a needle, gonna stick it in.
I'm surfing on heroin.
I'm so fucked up.
I'm so fucked up.
I'm surfing on heroin.
I'm so fucked up I can't remember my name.

Ohhhhh! Subhumans are playing a few days after I get back to Bend! and Cunninlynguists in May!
Sweeeet!