last night was one of the worst/best nights
probably the worst though.

i'm in love
and she doesn't carea bout me
if i would've know that years ago
i would be in my utopia now and loving her and life
nothing could've stopped us.

i have slept for an hour. i can't sleep ( Read more... )

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this is me now.
_this was me the last two months.

i just need to get myself in check and get on top of my world again.

same shit every week
but, it isn't getting any better

so, it'll be thanksgiving in a little while
there's only really one person i'd wanna be with on a holiday. but, that'll never happen
only two women i've ever loved in my life and one of them hates me
for what reason? no clue.
maybe, one day, i'll be happy with her again.

no second chance ( Read more... )

i hope i get a second chance...

i feel like shit
i don't deserve it.
shattered realm was off the chains though.
tomorrow. long island, NY

jeremy tingle is a flake