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New Resolution?
My boss gave me the ungodly task of uploading 3,000+ documents to the accounting system we use. Right now, I have 75 PDF files waiting for me, page range from 1 to 150 each, and I can only upload one at a time. Lucky me. They do this sort of thing when billing is light but normally when it’s a full work week. I’ll get to it I’m sure but probably ( Read more... ) -
I'm tired of being depressed
Seemed like the only time I have not been depressed was when I was micro managing my life. You know, tracking every minute in every day and scheduling stuff. I felt productive when doing that. To jump start this, I put a calendar widget on my home page, taking up 4x4 out of 4x5 squares on daily view. I'm sure that will help keep me accountable, ( Read more... ) -
Demeanor makeover
I allow my emotions to take hold and I run with them. Case and point: Yesterday, I was checking out at the grocery store and my payment method was declining. Logged onto my online banking to see -$392 and some change as my balance. Looking at the details, I notice my car loan company took a few extra payments this month. I was short with the ( Read more... ) -
The cycle ends
Darryl came by asking for his things and tried to talk himself back into my life. I stuck to my convictions and, after saying things he needed to say to me, he left. I could tell he didn't want to. What's even better though is I feel relief and like a weight has lifted off of me. I finally feel like can breathe again. -
Oscar is missing
I was bringing in stuff from the car on St. Patty's day and my dog escaped when I opened my door. He started by chasing the squirrels in the yard but then bolted like a bat out of hell after that. Calling didnt work. He did not have tags on ( Read more... ) -
Too much to do, so little time
I took a hiatus from this and my non-smoking resolution. The pain I’m experiencing has not lighten up and I’m always sick, feeling like I’m going to vomit if I’m not vomiting.. Can’t drink caffeine, let along alcohol, due to this pain and feeling so ill as of late. It fucking sucks. I have never felt like this while pregnant. It has a lot to do ( Read more... ) -
Another curveball
Who has two thumbs and is pregnant? This chic.
I had an ectopic pregnancy last year where I bled internally and died twice at the hospital before being rushed in for surgery. I started experiencing the same symptoms I had then before I took the test. It worries me that the same thing is going to happen again but on my left side.. I have an ( Read more... ) -
Late
I decided to sleep in yesterday and was 1 ½ hours late to work. My boss was already crabby and didn’t want to talk about it when I came in finally. That’s fine by me.
Work is getting better now that I’m getting a schedule done with these new accounts and plotting when would the best time to do said thing. That’s all my frustration came from was ( Read more... )
