i don't know how much longer i can do this.....

i can't even force myself to want to wear this mask anymore....

every day i hope for something....

and every night i go to sleep unsatisfied.....

will i ever be who i want to be?

will i ever truly be happy??

i started cleaning out for school.....

cleaned out my closet today.

i still have 21 pairs of sweat pants and 35 sweat shirts.

i think i have a problem. is there a support group for that??? lol

so everyone else was posting college prep entries.....so i figured i'd share my views ( Read more... )

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me ( Read more... )

so I just realized it's been over a month since my last update....but what's new, eh? I never really update ( Read more... )

so my last few entries have DEFINITELY been impulse. I get pissed, so I update...lol ( Read more... )

oooh man. i need to move out....NOW. my mom is driving me crazy. i love her to death....but if i'm not actively doing something towards my future or cleaning up from the open house every minute....it is just NOT good enough. she does it all. oooh man. she's SOOOOO tired, but somehow she makes sure everything gets done. blah blah blah BULL SHIT ( Read more... )

I am honestly, truly happy for you, but I hate that I completely lost you.

I miss what we used to have.

I miss my best friend.

no one ever really understands what someone else is going through. i know many times we can relate to others on some level, but only the person it's happening to really knows how they feel, because every person reacts differently ( Read more... )

psh yeah, I'm ghetto. you know you want this ( Read more... )