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My life is full of it
I feel like I'm a whole different person since we camped at the strand. I mean all of that shit happened with everyone being drunk and alcohol and stupid shit like that. I mean I really could have drank anything that night, but I just didn't feel right about it. Like when Kyle offered me some wine I definetly could have had some. And when I got ( Read more... ) -
Gravity, is workin against me.
I'm a sucker for brown eyes. I can't even deny it. Everytime i look into those boy's eyes i get lost. IT is NOT fairrrr. gosh, life isnt fair! its bullshit! grey with ERIN CORRIGAN?! 'Love of my life'?? what is that?! ugh i get so frustrated sometimes. theres really only charlie that gets my whole emonesss and reasons for everything. i mean we get ( Read more... ) -
L-I-F-Eee, we got $$
I hate that feeling of looking for someones name on an online list..just one person. and they aren't there. Wow. It's really been too long since i last wrote anything on my journal. I would start with a whole list of updates/things/people, but there's not enough room for all the changes I've made over the past..what?Year since i wrote a post? Well ( Read more... ) -
Just Reading
I just read Jadell's livejournal..It's so strange to me that she can explain exactly how i've been feeling for thelongesttime now. Lately I've been forcing myself todo thjings...and nothing makes mehappy because of it..It really sucks that this is happening right now at the end of eigth grade year..when i have nothing tobe insecure about..and ( Read more... ) -
Everything
Everything you ever say, ever, effects someone. always ( Read more... ) -
Updates, Tiwilight(AH!), e.tc
First of all, to all you OMG EDWARDDDD HE SO SEXY!'s.. BLEH you! i went to the midnight premier of Twilight( i know oohs and ahhs)
but for some faithful readers like myself, some parts were just slaps in the face cheesy.
I mean cccccccccoommmme on! If you know twilight like i do, remember the scene in Bella's biology where Edward stiffens up and is ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts.. news, e.t.c
SO! looks like Obama is our president ( Read more... ) -
To anyone who wants to listen
People always leave.
It's a fact.
All my life, people have been coming and going back and forth, fighting with me then making up. It's a constant battle for me to trust anyone. Out of the few people i trust, one of them yelled at me a little while ago, another feels distant and really seems to be interested only in her boyfriend, and the last one ( Read more... ) -
Some day
i turned up the shower to almost full blast releasing its steamy fury on my poor skin. I felt bad for shedding another layer of my fragile skin off, but my mind wasn't letting my only safe place through the day go away. taking showers for me is like letting go of myslef and letting everything just shed away and down the drain.lately i've been ( Read more... ) -
Yellow Moment.
Its that one moment..where something or someone makes everything alright.
That one time where you have a place in the world,the universe all in line for a period.
Where your soul feels like melted butter, butterflies scrambling in your stomach to gain consciousness
It lives in your heart,without explanation.
Its modest, it's kind. Something of a tiny ( Read more... )