I'm making a new start.
New lj name: Apertureyes
if I don't find you, find me.

My life now, is about 500 miles away from the reality I had fabricated for myself when I was twelve.

I went to Weymouth, MA today with Amanda and Carly to take pictures. We found an abandoned factory and explored, it was pretty cool. Despite all the effort ever, we could not actually get inside.

I hate living on campus.
Lonely as anything.

This has not been a good week.

I made seventy dollars today taking senior portraits.
I need to start doing things like this more often.
I can go to school, have money and be my own boss.

The idea of next school year sounds wonderful.
I may have an apartment.

I have finally started to define my outlook on everything.
It makes me so much happier.

"You may not make a living through photography, but you will be made alive"

Medium format is kicking my ass.
It is raining and I am supposed to be out shooting.
This sort of sucks.

For now things are just okay.
I do not know how long this is going to last.
I want my life back.

Going home tomorrow night, Pheeb is coming back.
Thank god.

Giant sad face.