Things are much better right now.

I feel really alone right now.

I can deal with being "okay in the loosest sense"

There is something to build off of.

My head hurts, my arm hurts, my heart hurts.

I want everything to fix itself.

I just ate good pizza wave food and plan to stay in my bed until all the hurting subsides.

Nothing is okay.
Last night was a nightmare.

He called me a cunt, I punched him, he broke up with me.

He called later and reversed us breaking up until we were both in a better state of mind to think about things, but I am fearing the worst right now.

Last night could not have happened.

P.S. Brian Hebert, everything is not going to be

 That definitely hurt.

I finally graduated.
One part of my life is over.
I didn't cry because I know the people I care about I will keep in contact with and the others, oh well.

Today was an extremely good day.

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