Right now I don't really know what I'm feeling...

You know when you're dreaming and subconsciously you're trying to wake yourself up? Like you're going along with everything and everything seems normal, yet something is wrong. Something doesn't seem quite right. Something is nagging at you, confusing you more than ever, but you don't know what that ( Read more... )

God sometimes life fuckin sucks. I hate this. Totally and completely fucking hate this. Bull shit.

No one said it was going to be this hard. I literally couldn't get out of bed yesterday. woke up around 10, fell right back asleep on the couch until about 1:30, back in bed approx. 4 hours later, and stayed there until 2pm today. God you have no ( Read more... )

Boo school ( Read more... )

It's funny that I decided to write in here again after so long. I guess some things just kinda cause other timngs to happen. Well the reason I'm writing is more for me than anything else. Therapy, if you will. Well, earlier tonight I wrote a letter to my Little Angel, aka Jimmy. He was my cousin, my little buddy. The letter is forever long, and ( Read more... )

Are you ever just talking to someone and all of a sudded you think to yourself 'please go away'? I know that's not the nicest thing to say, but sometimes people pick the wrong time to have a conversation. It's kinda funny because I sometimes feel sorry for that person because I'm like poor you, you're annoying the crap out of me and you don't even ( Read more... )

Not exactly a sentence you hear everyday. But really though, as I was reading all of Genesis, I decided to just skim through, see what this book is really made of. And I found this ( Read more... )

Do ever regret something that you could probably still do something about? Well I kinda do at the moment. But it's weird because I didn't even think I cared that much about it. It's this nagging little something that won't leave me alone. And the thing is, I really don't want to do anything about it. I don't plan on acting on anything... but it ( Read more... )

So I have tried unsuccessfully to get off facebook for two seconds and do some homework due tomorrow... well as I am now writing this it's kinda obvious that I have merely moved from one online addiction to another. With my psychology book open in front of me, an empty mountain dew bottle beside me, and no motivation in sight, I can already tell ( Read more... )

Ya know, there's something about friends back home that I can't quite describe. I can be in one of the shittiest of moods, and talk to them and everything seems ok again. Like today. For some reason I was just in this very stay away from me because I don't want to talk to you or anyone else kind of mood and just wanted to go home. So I decided to ( Read more... )

Sooo, last night was my first friday back at SLU w/ all my girlies. It was interesting to say the least. You could also say it was fun, crazy, out of control, loud, freezing, filled w/ alcohol (shocking I know), and at times, a bit painful. If you really want to know the series of events, or if you have absolutely nothing better to, here's most of ( Read more... )