so this week just completely puts me off any guys....i really don't even want to see one on a regular basis, which is like once a month. Yeah, it's hard sometimes not having a guy there, someone who is like in love with you, but a relationship means a ton of stress usually, and i already have enough of that getting ready to move. Whenever I think ( Read more... )

once again i marvel at the idea of actually being single for almost a year...i guess it would be because there are no attractive guys anywhere and i'm so focused on moving, I really don't want to think of anything else. I heard about this book when I was on vacation, Devil in the White City....it's about a bunch of murders in Chicago at the World's ( Read more... )

well i am finally back home after being gone for over a week. Belize is an interesting country, but not one I would want to live in. I seriously can't stand when its 90 to 100 degrees all the time....hopefully i lost a couple of pounds if i was lucky. Overall, I liked the trip, I get a lot more tan and did not have relations with anyone, ( Read more... )

so i went to chicago this past weekend to see my new school's open house. it made me feel so good about going there, everyone was so nice and it was awesome how they were surprised how fast i was accepted. the school is definitely good and i'm a little overwhelmed by how busy chicago is and how big it is. it's not cool feeling like a teeny tiny ant ( Read more... )

She comes out on Fridays every time ( Read more... )

well, at least it's not going to cost as much as i thought, but it's still 2300, so yeah....everything else is awesome, except that i can't get up in the mornings, i seriously have to sleep like 11 hours...i just hope that i'm not kinda depressed, which i have a feeling that i am. it's not so bad that i can't do everything i need too, but i have to ( Read more... )

shitty, shitty, shitty....so i got into a car accident on friday, it didn't seem that bad, but who knows. i tried to stop WAY before a stop sign to get out of my subdivision on my way to somerset with my mom and sister and couldn't stop because there was like 50 feet of ice. so i rear ended a guy...needless to say, he said he had a lot of trouble ( Read more... )

Yeah, so basically everything is always the same, no one i know ever changes or even admits there's a problem to fix. It gets to the point where you are immune to what they do, just get passed it every single day and time. I've actually changed SOOOO much since last summer. I don't think that I actually believed it until now and I'm super surprised ( Read more... )

I'm really terrible, I can't help just saying what I think or feel, even though I'm sure it gets me into more trouble then good. Like I've said before, it's not going to help me, focusing on relationships with a guy. I just have to be all up on school. It's not hard anymore at all, actually pretty damn easy. I'm super excited that I have a 97% in ( Read more... )

i don't care if you put peanut butter all over yourself and had a 15 hooker gang bang..........so basically i could care less about all this stupid drama shit....either get into my life or out, the end.