Well of course if you love someone, it doesn't matter what the circumstances are, you will always feel this way and you don't have control over letting them into your heart. But then it comes to the point where you can't let them take you all over again, even if it's not the same, it can do the same amount of damage. Especially if someone has a ( Read more... )

Well, I've been accepted to the International Academy of Design and Technology....how excited am I??!! It's so much change, new city, new people, new school, new home...it's overwhelming. I'm going to visit the campus in about 2 weeks, I hope that I will be a little less anxious about moving and going to school full time. Maybe I'll actually meet a ( Read more... )

why is it that when i'm interested in a guy and i hang out with him, every time i see him, he gets less and less attractive and really annoying ( Read more... )

So I made another huge mistake once again...I really just need to not hang out with certain people, it's not anything they do or whatever power they think they have, it's not even that i think he's attractive anymore or nice or anything, i think he's bullshit and fake and i only wish that i could see how he "normally" is with everyone else in the ( Read more... )

Basically the only good thing going on, other than school or not completely embarassing myself in any way, is my hair being so awesomely crazy. I don't get how since I started taking medicine, that it's like 3x thicker and it's all wavy and crazy. I love it, basically it makes it super easy to get ready....it makes it so i don't have to. I'm doing ( Read more... )

yeah, so what's new, guys suck my dick if i had one. whatever, i really don't care, i've basically stopped talking to any guys that i'm trying to be with, i'm having fun hanging out with the guys that i've been friends with for like 3 or 4 years now, seriously, i don't need a needy boyfriend and i'm shitty at doing what i say any more, like calling ( Read more... )

so basicallt my life has sucked ass lately....other than having the flu before my birthday and then getting a root canal on my birthday and my tooth has been like a death call since then....and talk about the craziness of the guys calling, people i didn't even expect to remember my birthday....but whatever, it's not like it really matters, i'm not ( Read more... )

yeah, so the guy called and we are hanging out or whatever, even though we've never even kissed. I don't think that counts as seeing someone when you act like you're friends. I've been hanging out with the boys, it's fun....I kinda like hanging out with guys instead of girls. But yeah, no love interests really, just kinda hanging out and talking to ( Read more... )

yeah, so I don't think it's going well with the new man. We haven't talked for 2 days...maybe it's okay, I don't know. I really hate calling people, so I haven't called him ever, I just wait for him to call me. It's crappy how bad I want this to work, he's the hottest guy ever, I don't even care that he's 2 years younger. Well it's not the end of ( Read more... )

yeah, so i've met the hottest guy in my whole life and we're talking, so hopefully it all works out....i could definitely see myself with him, the only negative is he's 19 and i'm gonna be 21 in 2 weeks....but i figure its not bad, he just can't come to the bar, which is good because then we can't hang out every single night! :) but yeah, i'm a ( Read more... )