Yeah, so I don't get why I've been super bitch lately. Maybe it's as dumb as pms or something. All I know is that I've been messing up things that were going good and hanging out with people I know I shouldn't be. It's not that I regret anything, it's that I probably felt more excited about stuff then I showed and pretended that I didn't want to do ( Read more... )

yeah, so everything that I thought I hade figured out has gone to shit, I have no clue what I want....it changes every day and it's hard to still talk to someone when you don't like them like you did the day before....i basically just don't do it. It seems like everyone is ready to meet the guy they want to marry, but I really don't want to meet ( Read more... )

i hate how everything is always about the negative, but again here we go...so he called me back and i returned it, but he didn't answer, real crappy.....and then to make my day a whole lot better, i go to the doctors office and get told that i need to get a brain scan because a brain tumor has all the effects that i'm experiencing. Great, I love ( Read more... )

I don't get it, I don't get why I feel so shitty about telling someone that I just want to be friends with them....its 2 days later and I feel like crying about it, I don't know whether I'm scared that he thinks its a blow off line and I don't want to talk to him or that I might really like him, but I'm not even close to being ready to have a ( Read more... )

ha ha i actually won something today.....well not really, but it felt like it. So I called the doctors office to tell them that the sleeping pills he gave me didn't work and that I needed to make an appt for next week. How easy was this, the other receptionist forgot to cancel it so I already have one for Tuesday. That was like the best thing today ( Read more... )

today already sucks...i took 15 mg of a precription sleeping pill and it did nothing, i still only got 4 hours of sleep. Seriously, I'm getting pissed, I really don't want to turn into a bitch because of it, but it's getting to that point. I have to wait til either tomorrow or friday to call in, and I guess I'll be trying something else....last ( Read more... )

Yeah, so things have been getting better...but one thing I really don't get is how this guy I used to date plays some game with blocking me and then unblocking me some days...what the hell, I really don't care, we don't talk, if we ever did, we'd have nothing to talk about because we haven't talked for so long. I don't care, I'm not going to try to ( Read more... )

This song has been playing in my head all day....it is so relaxing, I think it seriously calms me down and gets me ready for bed, because I'm tired ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been a super bitch lately....I probably have the 10 percent of time that I actually talk to someone. I am just having the worst time ever. I feel like I'm in a canoe and I'm paddling and paddling and there's a hole in it, so no matter how much I try to keep going, I'm really just not even moving. Right now I really don't care if I ( Read more... )

I am soooo mad, i've never been this mad in my whole life......I don't understand what I am supposed to do, I'm supposed to sit here and hope that I don't think anything bad and nothing bad happens and i'm supposed to do this for 2 to 3 months?? I don't think so. I don't get how a doctor's office sounds annoyed with you because you call when you ( Read more... )