She looks into my eyes and i'm alive again ( Read more... )

yeah, so i just saw my promise of not touching alcohol or boys for a year....god, how long did that last, like 2 days...seriously, soon i gotta get my shit together and start doing stuff like that if i say it, maybe i didn't really mean it, but i just wanted to say that as like an explanation of why i'm not out there meeting guys or wanting to? It' ( Read more... )

yeah, oh my god, can we say this is just too crazy, i don't understand like what else could happen, i just want to kinda fast forward to know what is going to happen, i don't get how there is always a guy that i'm interested in, and it switches and then goes back, it's not that i have a problem with decisions, its just that i'm not attracted to ( Read more... )

yeah, well crazy as it is, i feel like i'm so over this, i don't really care anymore if we hang out, i threw it in his court, and i'm not going to worry about it....even today, like its crazy because we never talk anymore really, he just doesn't pay attention to me at all and is just so vague i guess.....i guess either its a sign that i need to ( Read more... )

you know what, i don't care, i like him, i want to hang out with him and if anything is going on, if it's meant to be, it will be....i just want to see him, i don't know, i like how he makes me feel....it's different than anyone else has and i'm determined that i'm not going to be the one to fuck up, so he better be ready to hang out soon....real

can we say super terrible...so i guess i hung out with someone who has a girlfriend but forgot to tell me, or basically he's still seeing her? I don't know, basically, if that's the case, I'd wish I never met him, I don't know what to believe when everyone says different things and there's no one I completely trust....what does a girl do? just cut ( Read more... )

yeah, so craziness of course, but wow, like for basically doing nothing, i had an awesome time...this kid is really cool....i like him for sure....it doesn't help that he's hot also....too bad me being dumb, i was brought up the whole boyfriend girlfreind thing and then I don't know, I don't know what is going on, like I really need to know titles ( Read more... )

yeah, okay, i don't understand how i function on basically no sleep....i fell asleep last night at like 4 and woke up at 8....this really can't be too good...anyways, so i'm just wasting time til 4 pm to leave, too bad i'll probably leave at like 3 and just go really slow driving because i'm super bored and have nothing to do already....i'm tempted ( Read more... )

how come no one says its going to be okay anymore ( Read more... )

seriously, how scary, i've never talked to someone on the phone for this long and actually liked it.....oh my god, i'm so scared because too bad now i'm gonna be so bias.....and probably fall in love and stupid shit like that and how bad will that be, i gotta get some control here.....otherwise who knows what will happen!! YIKES.