I had a phone interview yesterday for an advertising company. It wasn't for a job in advertising but event planning. I thought it would be a good fit for me because of my serving and banquet experience, but alas I guess not. The girl who conducted the interview loved me. She thought I was just what they were looking for and said she would pass on ( Read more... )

My world as I know it is almost over. I have been in school since I was six and now I'm going to be done with being a full time student forever. I also have to leave the place where I have lived for the last five years of my life. Its all over. I have to face the real world. I may not be that scared, if it weren't for the fact that I have nothing ( Read more... )

Last weekend I, regrettably, got a DUI. I blew a .12 which is over the limit but not to an extreme. That, however, does not excuse my decision to drive. It was totally preventable and a culmination of stupid decisions made by me. I have now decided that I am done with drinking. This is something that is incredibly easy to say but extremely ( Read more... )

So I'm graduating soon. I should be happy. I never thought I would be graduating from college. I'm not sure that a lot of people thought that I could. I never wanted to be here anyway. I was forced into college by my parents. I hated school, and never thought I could take any more of it. But here I am on the verge of graduating. The only problem is ( Read more... )

I read online that we usually oppress emotions because of fears that we have in our life. When I lose control of my emotions there are usually re-occurring themes for what I'm troubled about. This website I went to said to make a list of the things that you are afraid of so you can learn how to fight them ( Read more... )

I've always tried to bottle up my feelings and not let anyone actually know what's going on in my life. I talk a lot about what's going on in my life, but I never really let people know how I'm feeling. Most of the time I don't even want to let myself know how I'm feeling. I pretend that everything is fine, but really its not. I think that on some ( Read more... )

I had the strangest dream, and while I was in it I though I was dreaming about everything I thought was happening. It's complicated. So I'm in the GIANT beautiful cabin style house. I guess it was in marshall. It was under construction at the time, being turned into a huge family home. I was in it and I remembered it from what I thought was a dream ( Read more... )

I know that I give everything in my life too much though. I think thats a huge reason that relationships just don't work out for me. I think about them to death and do a million hypotheticals so when things really happen I'm either disappointed or completely freaked out. I just don't know why I can't stop thinking about the whole Andrew situation. ( Read more... )

it is so weird what can happen in only four years. When I was in high school I had my fair share of crushes. The only sad thing about these crushes, was that none of the guys had the same feelings about me. Well for some reason all these guys all of a sudden have broken up with their girlfriends, and now apparently I'm looking pretty good. Lets ( Read more... )

so David's girlfriend broke up with him last night, and he messaged me to talk about it. I don't know the history of their relationship, but apparently she "needed time to figure herself out," which is us usually girl code for i'm over this and want to move on. I don't know the whole story though. I just think its weird that he would come to me ( Read more... )